Bored again

I'm so extremely bored, I mean who isnt when you live in york I mean really there is nothing to do around here! I mean what can I possibly do around here? Well today Im going to hanf out with my friend but it's a secret so I cant say anything we do or stuff! But it's not bad(:! Im gonna have ultra super mega fun hehe. In the meantime though there is nothing to do and I am so cold right now. I never got the chance to download mabinogi because my dad is always on the computer and I barely get it and Im supposed to have it on the weekends and I dont)=. No texts right now o.o I gave my sister something it was a picture of her that I drew on wood and colored. I dunno if she liked it probably not =/ I should have taken some pictures of it for this blog. Oh well haha only 18 more days until my birthday hehe! I seriously cant wait to be 16 not only that its my favorite number and when I was younger I remembered how I always wanted to be 16 and what I would look like. It's gonna be amazing I wonder if my mom will get me something off the internet for my birthday although probably not since the economy is bad and we're tight on money):! I wanna make clothes this weekend even if they aren't all that good I wanna make sure I can sew and stuff. I want to make an outfit from one of my video games. I'm thinking about the video game xenosaga and the kirshwacher outfit or final fantasy x-2 riku's singer outfit, or just make a cute stuffed moogle! Haha the possibilities! Im so glad that it's thursday which means it's almost friday which is hopefully when I get to go to the mall with mini(:! Then after that I'm gonna have massive sewing fun. I feel really creative right now, like I just wanna make something because its what I love! I hope I can make it after high school and become a fashion designer and be successful in life because that was my dream when I was younger too. Actually I used to want to be a lawyer but hey, people change. Funny thing is I always hated history and american studies but wanted to be a lawyer and I have to know amendments and articles and all about the juries which is part of american history/studies. So it was like a total counter act. My mom wants me to be a scientist but I hate science way more then history I even have to be in an alternative class for it because me and science get along like a bully and a nerd. I love music though and I think I have a pretty good singing voice at least thats what people tell me so my dad wants me to do something with that talent and become a singer. Although, Im awfully terrified to sing in front of anyone let alone my parents or a huge crowd. I'm going to draw some more when I get home and hopefully download mabinogi. I still want to play RF online if only Bubby would pay the silly 4$ we could have been done and over with that and we wouldn't get any virus. Actually my laptop was so badly infected not to long ago thanks to mabinogi and I really dont want to risk it so maybe I just won't download it at all. I think that seems like a smarter idea even though my brother is a computer tech wiz he wont be giving me freebies anymore. Yep it's final I am not going to download it no matter how much Bubby asks me too because I really don't want to get infected. Ugh I will do more research on RF online hopefully tonight if my dad lets me use the computer because then I can see if I actually want it or not. So far I do because the outfits look so cute and the people are graphically enhanced well. I have written a note to Bubby (since she doesn't have texting) about mabinogi and why I do not want to download it. I hope she decides to play RF online with me! Wish me luck(:!